Love me? Answer not. Fear me? Just as well.

War courses across the shadows. I have tested myself against the hook. I am close to reclaiming what was mine. Is it a want that I have outgrown?

Have I grown?

Damn you mother. Damn the rest of you as well.

No. Seda I smell upon the winds of war and will not forget where I started. Llewella warned me. Then I told Ana.

Now I tell you.
Damn me. I was wrong all along.

I remain your pained,

N

Day 111
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